Friday, November 14, 2008

Please then, choose me

Another round of subjecting myself to being sitting down, proper and prim, with my ears sticking out listening while my mouth restraint of the normalcy of shooting out questions, inappropriately. Again, of course, I cannot fathomed why, after so many times, I still feel myself getting jittery, nervous and my voice would end up with squeaking like pitch. This is not a very good sign.

It was a single she this time around. She was pleasant, very pleasant. She was introduced to me, her single lady title in front of the name that she shared with the US first-lady in waiting now, by one of her helpers, if I may call her that, with very sexy, long, fair legs.

She was nice enough to come after attending a farewell for one of her staff, her eyes still quite red. I said nice, because she didn't mind to show her emotion to me, or the likes of me. Since today is friday, I guess that's why she was quite dressed down, wearing even a ribbon hair band.

Her English was bloody fluent yet not slanged, which I greatly appreciates. I have trouble understanding locals speaking slanged English. She was slim, hair had been straighten and quite tall, standing almost my height, if not taller. She was commanding and professional, yet not overly doing. She let out a air of approachable while still stern in her ways. Not overly tidy, her office, yet not messy either. I wonder though, why is her office guarding the entrance. Very weird arrangement.

I feel she was a little like me, quite cautious in her explanation yet trying her best to give out the general description of her school. I hope she did that because she wanted me in, and that while she didn't want scare me with grim pictures of the daily tasks, she wanted to let me know, this is what you will be getting into, not something or somewhere you can relaxed and zone yourself out. I hope that was her intention.

Again, I need to work in remaining calm and compose in these kind of situations. It's very frustrating not being able to think straight and get those information that you want while you are there, not when you have left. Psyching up myself before is good work but importantly, I must be able to retain the calm and upbeat state throughout and not allow myself be taken over by nervousness.

Apart from the need to align our desires in giving and receiving of cash, respectively, others went fine. She said, she will have the sexylegged staff call me the next working day. Wish I didn't blabber on just now, but really, kindly disregard that. I do hope to hear from them, with a very very positive news. I've decided my mind, already. Thank you. I choose you. Please then, choose me. Thank you, once again.

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