Saturday, November 22, 2008

Out of the kettle into the fire!

It's a case of out of the kettle into the fire!

That idiom occurred to me just now, perfectly describing the feelings that I was having just now. Getting a proposal from my palm was really sweet. I would really love to jump at it, yet I think I should not be too brash in taking up his offer. If I did and things don't turn out well for us, it's really bleak for me. I think that perhaps then I will loose all the faith in myself to secure a good and positive future for myself.

My palm is really the total opposite. He is brash, too emotional and also just too judgmental when it comes to me. He still has his head buried deep with overflowing love for me, and even, I suspect, has already laid out a future plan for us. That is if his dreams come true. He was the one who'd told me, dream and it will come true. I guess, he will be doing this, if he really wants it.

I am flattered and totally humbled to be admired and loved by someone, so deeply. In my wildest dreams, he is always the lead actor. In reality, he never is. Unless, of course, I take him up on his proposal. He even had considered all my preferences when handing out his preposition. How business-like!

Giving in into my likes and desires, it is a way to entice me? Is he sincere? I really wonder, sometimes. Yet, I know and believe, from the depth of my heart and with a woman's intuition, he is the one, for me. Like I said, though, his proposal had caused the idiom to leap unexpectedly into my mind. Out of the kettle into the fire!

Either way, I'm burnt. Toast. Or vapourized! In the kettle, I'll boiled to vapourization. In fire, I'll heated to vapourization as well. Lose-lose situation. If the reason remain the same, guys! Yet, honestly, I would love to take up that challenge! Threading the unknown jungle is exciting! I might not get out in a wholesome state, yet, maybe I might find paradise while trekking and not want to get out.

Doesn't matter now, water's just stuck in the kettle while the fire couldn't stay alive as the gas had run out. Which means, no case at all! Which means, no idiom!

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