recording waste

Have you ever had one of those days where you just do not know what to do? You are not free, you loads of things to be done, but somehow, somewhere along, you got all your focus out of place, your thinking scattered and your heart wondering. If you were pulled, you veer towards the source; if you were pushed, you went towards to the point. If neither was done, you would just stand there, unmoving. Today was like that for me.

I still have another 4 homeworks to be done. Great, big ones. All 4 requires deep research and literature reading, before any thinking or selecting process can be done. Normally depending on the net to feed me with all the informations that I can grab hold, today's online sessions were, surprisingly off course. Ended up doing things totally unrelated and unproductive. Who in world browse on others pictures, blogs, comments, profiles, and other non-essential, non-important stuff?

I got my butt up to attend a Raya visiting session at one of my muslim friend's house, since today is the 1st day of syawal. Had a friend fetched me. When I came back, browsing began. And the disorientation feeling manifested. At first I really did think it was due me missing my daily caffeine dosage, and thus hurriedly down a strong half-cup full of coffee. Yet, that done, my bearings were still out of focus. Even worse, the head was starting to spin, and the eyes heavy. I gave up and napped.

I awoke feeling blurry and heavy-headed. Had to hit the showers straight before going out for dinner. My parents were both ready, waiting for me. Had it my way, probably would just go back to bed, lay there for while to rid the heaviness in the head.
My head's okay now, and my tummy had been filled, yet, my brain is still scattering. Before I wrote this, I had been online for more than two hours, empty browsing. I had the urge to post earlier, but I stared at the 'create' page for a very long time, with nothing to show.

This post is pretty sure is filled incomprehensible sentences, guised to look like post with decent meaning and purpose. Rest assured, it's not, and i know it. Just need to record down, to show, how unproductive and wasteful I can be with my time.