my auditors and consciences

If I had ever felt more alive in the past few weeks, this was the week. What started of slowly and slightly gloomy turned out to be not too bad at all. I am glad I made the decisions to ignore something aspect of my finances, momentarily though, and decided to drive all the way to visit friends. Two places I went to, two friends I visited, each from a different period of my life, yet both my two good friends. What a blessing!

Being in the company of good friends can really lift up your spirits. Just the little time spent chatting, sharing, catching ups, simply enjoy each others company is able to bring the brighter of side of any day. Occasionally, so unaware of ourselves and our moods, but yet, so unable to feel alive, and wholesomely happy. It's times like this, we find that we are so grateful to have friends, and appreciate the special bond that we have together. We may not be able to run away from our problems or hide from our worries, but with a fresher and more positive thinking henceforth the meeting, it will surely help us get through the day more energized, spirited, and more focused.

Good friends make time to accommodate your visiting requests, however sudden, however busy they are. No reasons needed, or pressed out from you if you don't want to share. They truly understand, things would be told at the appropriate time. Sometimes, a soul just wants to be a familiar face without any pressure to conform or perform to the rules and boundaries the society around us had, unfortunately and perhaps a little unknowingly, set.

I'm here to say thanks to the both of them, for this week turned out to be better mostly because of them. Also to say thank you to all the friends who had been there for me and supported me all these years that I made my existence in this world. Indeed, I was never short of good, wonderful friends ever since I could remember. And am still not. In each part of my short life, they have been there, listening and showing. My auditors and consciences. My limited language proficiency does not do justice to the feeling of gratitude that I feel towards your role, in helping and shaping me into who I am today.

Making a wish to the bank, I do hope that I am one of the many supporting pillars in their lives too, anytime. It's would never be too heavy, too much, or too little or light. That, is what friends are for.