I must take a stand, rigid stand. A decision, now, on something. This is a new situation for me, in a way. I've given it much thought before this, had somehow came up with perhaps the better solution for now, and had kinda made up my mind to do it, when the time seemed right. And I think yesterday signalled that time's up, and the right time to start doing has arrived.
Each situation has a different approach to finding a solution. From today onwards, I have decided to take a proactive role to reduce and cut down my active communication with a friend. I adore him dearly, but I guess that's how it should me. As a friend, I do hope he would understand. He must.
It was really a touching moment after we parted during our meeting. We haven't met for quite a while. Always there were reasons to uptake for not being able to make it, to meet. But meeting, the friendship that was there, rekindled, as though the time apart in between was nonexistent. It was not very surprising though, as we had always enjoyed talking to each other.
Of course then, it was hard for me to let go, once he had gone back. I love chatting with him, and end up missing the short time we spent together. So, instead, chat engines, messages, phone calls, emails, you name it, were used to keep in touch. We just shared, ideas, thoughts, daily happenings, thinking, gossips, for a while now.
Much as I adore doing so, I must stick to my gameplan. He must not be in my life, existing actively to be part of my world, now. Cutting off on the virtual communication is the way to cut off this friendship. May it still be able to survive this cruel penalty I've decided to uptake, just as it had before. It should survive time, if nothing changes. This is my solution for this situation. My selfish solution.
Each situation has a different approach to finding a solution. From today onwards, I have decided to take a proactive role to reduce and cut down my active communication with a friend. I adore him dearly, but I guess that's how it should me. As a friend, I do hope he would understand. He must.
It was really a touching moment after we parted during our meeting. We haven't met for quite a while. Always there were reasons to uptake for not being able to make it, to meet. But meeting, the friendship that was there, rekindled, as though the time apart in between was nonexistent. It was not very surprising though, as we had always enjoyed talking to each other.
Of course then, it was hard for me to let go, once he had gone back. I love chatting with him, and end up missing the short time we spent together. So, instead, chat engines, messages, phone calls, emails, you name it, were used to keep in touch. We just shared, ideas, thoughts, daily happenings, thinking, gossips, for a while now.
Much as I adore doing so, I must stick to my gameplan. He must not be in my life, existing actively to be part of my world, now. Cutting off on the virtual communication is the way to cut off this friendship. May it still be able to survive this cruel penalty I've decided to uptake, just as it had before. It should survive time, if nothing changes. This is my solution for this situation. My selfish solution.
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