Monday, December 1, 2008

drink, not drunk

Dream it, and you will have it! The basic concept of the law of attractions says that you need to dream your dream up for it to turn into reality. Keep dreaming of it, keep on thinking of it and by doing so, you will be channeling you energy towards attaining it.

As surprising as it may be, I dreamt of being drunk before. Maybe wish would be a better word here. And indeed, I did get drunk! And 2 nights in a row, how about that?! Okay, maybe I was not really drunk but I was certainly way too high to control or edit my thoughts. My thinking was still coherent, I believe, for I was aware words spoken were in sentences, not burst of unintelligent sounds, as normally portrayed in the movies or dramas. The only set back was just probably I had a little difficulty in abstaining in what was in my head swimming.

Then again, maybe that was the reason I had wanted to get high on alcohol in the very first place. Being chained or restrained, can be very taxing to your mind, body and soul. Many watchful eyes, yet they do nothing to affect me or myself. In that state, however, unhealthy and harmful it maybe to my body and mind, I just didn't mind. It was just great to be there, to be able to express what was buried deep in my head. A long awaited release, it certainly was!

Truth to be told, I believe, that was the state that I was looking for to get in. Conscious but free. Being drunk would have missed the whole drinking point, but being what I was in then, maybe that's why all men and women to consume alcohol! It might sound a little irresponsible, but hey, I still could stand up straight and was still very conscious on how I looked like. Even managed to combed my hair and applied a layer of foundation after that, just enough.

Would I do it again? YES! It was really an unforgettable experience. Definitely one of those moments in my life which I would treasure, and treasure close to heart.
Dream it, and you will have it!

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