catch up, me

time had been flying,
it had left me behind,
but not too far,
i have woken up,
i want to give a chase,
but my head is heavy,
my orientation's unstable.

time has flown,
it has left me behind,
but i am catching up,
not too slow, i hope,
i see cumulous clouds,
that i need to blow away,
else i will be stormed.

time is flying,
still leaving me behind,
but i am catching up,
my bearing is still unstable,
my breath still short,
i heaved, and heaved,
with all might for the light.

time is flying,
i am still behind,
but i need to catch up,
my north is maybe here,
i take the lighted path,
but i pray with all my heart,
i will reach my crowning glory!