In another few minutes, I would have been awake for almost an hour. It's a little early, yes, but then work requires me to reach the office early. Anyhow, I'm not complaining with the working hours arrangement as it allows me to avoid getting jam, if I'm punctual to the dot.
As mentioned, I am now working in a school, not yet as a teacher, but in the front office. Come early next month, I would completed four months at it and entering my fifth month. My performance rating isn't good, since until now, I am yet to be confirmed. Probational period is supposed to be only at three months, if your performance is not too bad. Guess that mine is so bad that they have to extend another 2 months!
Aside, I'm really looking forward when the next month starts. That would signal the beginning of another chapter in my life. Something that I have been trying to head towards since quitting my job mid of last year. The progress has been slow, maybe, in the view of others. Mid of last year was like almost 9 months ago, and here I am, just only to begin what I had intended to do.
Perhaps, it is just me and my nature. To rush or being rushed, I will be stressed out. If I take things slowly, think everything thoroughly, as much as possible, get myself prepared, not just physically but also mentally adjust to what is required, then most of the time, I can succeed. As I learn more of myself, I cannot but help notice, if I am being pushed and set upon suddenly, very seldom I will come through. It's really not that I don't want to nor did not try my best, but perhaps, my mind really needs to be conditioned to accept and carry out certain things successfully.
I really hope, nine months of conditioning and five months of immersing in the environment has given me ample time to get ready to teach. To be face to face with the children, imparting lessons and helping them. I really want to do a good job. My first-hand research shall begin again to help me handle my new challenge! I must! God, please do not abandon me now. Give me your grace, as usual, while I help myself.
As mentioned, I am now working in a school, not yet as a teacher, but in the front office. Come early next month, I would completed four months at it and entering my fifth month. My performance rating isn't good, since until now, I am yet to be confirmed. Probational period is supposed to be only at three months, if your performance is not too bad. Guess that mine is so bad that they have to extend another 2 months!
Aside, I'm really looking forward when the next month starts. That would signal the beginning of another chapter in my life. Something that I have been trying to head towards since quitting my job mid of last year. The progress has been slow, maybe, in the view of others. Mid of last year was like almost 9 months ago, and here I am, just only to begin what I had intended to do.
Perhaps, it is just me and my nature. To rush or being rushed, I will be stressed out. If I take things slowly, think everything thoroughly, as much as possible, get myself prepared, not just physically but also mentally adjust to what is required, then most of the time, I can succeed. As I learn more of myself, I cannot but help notice, if I am being pushed and set upon suddenly, very seldom I will come through. It's really not that I don't want to nor did not try my best, but perhaps, my mind really needs to be conditioned to accept and carry out certain things successfully.
I really hope, nine months of conditioning and five months of immersing in the environment has given me ample time to get ready to teach. To be face to face with the children, imparting lessons and helping them. I really want to do a good job. My first-hand research shall begin again to help me handle my new challenge! I must! God, please do not abandon me now. Give me your grace, as usual, while I help myself.
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