Thursday, March 19, 2009

Kind of, now

Kind of.

That was the answer that she would normally had given to others who asked her, who is he. She herself could not really agree to what exactly was the nature of their relationship now. At what stand and point of their relationship were they, him and her, going through now.

She met him a little over three months ago, again. Again, because, the last time they met, was really earlier in the year of last, for a short lunch together. Prior to that, a few years before, perhaps. She forgot the length, but never did forget the person.

Yes, they had known each other for a long time. A little incident years back, had made them share a bitter history together, but could it be that it was the bitter incident that had let them to where they were now. Longing to be friends again, always wondering, what it would be like, to be together. Perhaps, she thought, never knowing the answer. Until now.

The selected few people who knew about them being together, now, would probably roll their eyes. Too fast, not good, cannot be good, these must had passed in their mind. Yet, probably, at the same time, they were happy to see her happy. She hoped that was the case. She was happier now. Tremendously.

So where were they now in their point of relationship? Both of them had discussed this before. In their heart, they knew where they stand, and understood clearly, why it must only stay between their hearts only, and no others. Knowing the fact would only make eyes bulge hugely and a barrage of probing questions darted to them. In fact, they both didn't really know the answers. Just know that being in love with each other was the only thing that they certain of.

Sharing would not be possible. Not now. Timing wasn't right, now, she thought. For now, let her abuse the 'kind of' the phrase. That's the most sensible, she thought.

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