numbed

Numbed,
Not feeling,
No rush.

Numbed,
Heighten effort,
Not impressed.

Numbed,
Once too often,
Is it a repeat?

Numbed,
Again and again,
Until when?

Numbed,
This desired?
This deserved?

Numbed,
Last time?
No guarantee.

Numbed,
Just numbed,
Not feeling.