Oh, must scold scold myself to the max! I foresee that I will be unable to meet the dateline which I've set for myself this month! Argggghhhhhh!!! Once again, my indiscipline self has cause my future!
I am trying to push myself to start my amendments on my assignments. My certification depends on them. My original target of obtaining it had to shelve back a couple months since the lecturers did not get back to on time. Therefore, until the after the CNY break, I've yet to hear anything from them, let alone get my diploma.
Right now, the ball's back in my court. The college had managed to get the new set of lecturers to help check the first draft of my assignments and after a series of not so frustrating follow ups and pushes from me, they had finally returned my assignments, around mid of last month.
I had then, decided to set a new target for myself, which was to get them ready for submission by the end of this month, since I knew I couldn't possibly make it for the end of last month's dateline.
That was then. Look at me now! Look at where I am now. No progress!!!! I feel like I want to beat myself flat! The dateline is really just a knock away, and where am I now? Nothing done, since my assignments were returned! Ok, perhaps just a little checking done, but yet, I could say that is like nothing compared to the sheer amount of what still needs to be done, at this stage.
I still have to revise the softcopy, do formatting and coordinating, have them printed out, bind and stop by the college to submit them! In the long progress line in the gantt chart, I have just like moved only a milimeter from my original point! How disappointing!
I have no one else to blame but myself. Beat no one else but me! Scold no one else but myself! Doing everything else but the very thing that I needed to do! Excuses abundance, never the push! Stop doing that! Must stop being like this. My future depends on myself being and staying discipline.
Arrrgggggghhhhh, no more excuses!!!!
I am trying to push myself to start my amendments on my assignments. My certification depends on them. My original target of obtaining it had to shelve back a couple months since the lecturers did not get back to on time. Therefore, until the after the CNY break, I've yet to hear anything from them, let alone get my diploma.
Right now, the ball's back in my court. The college had managed to get the new set of lecturers to help check the first draft of my assignments and after a series of not so frustrating follow ups and pushes from me, they had finally returned my assignments, around mid of last month.
I had then, decided to set a new target for myself, which was to get them ready for submission by the end of this month, since I knew I couldn't possibly make it for the end of last month's dateline.
That was then. Look at me now! Look at where I am now. No progress!!!! I feel like I want to beat myself flat! The dateline is really just a knock away, and where am I now? Nothing done, since my assignments were returned! Ok, perhaps just a little checking done, but yet, I could say that is like nothing compared to the sheer amount of what still needs to be done, at this stage.
I still have to revise the softcopy, do formatting and coordinating, have them printed out, bind and stop by the college to submit them! In the long progress line in the gantt chart, I have just like moved only a milimeter from my original point! How disappointing!
I have no one else to blame but myself. Beat no one else but me! Scold no one else but myself! Doing everything else but the very thing that I needed to do! Excuses abundance, never the push! Stop doing that! Must stop being like this. My future depends on myself being and staying discipline.
Arrrgggggghhhhh, no more excuses!!!!
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