My lifestyle has changed drastically for the past 2 months. Starting a new job in a school wasn't the main contributor. It was the moving out and staying on my own that had made these changes inevitable. A whole new routine and way of life has to be developed. Many adjustments and adaptation were required and are still being slowly unveiled. So far, though, I've been all enjoying this new life. A sense of taking responsibility for my own life and not having to wait for the another for a joined decision. I but dictate my life's steps and course. It's liberating, that of what I feel, always.
Loneliness do tend to creep in, once in a while. Having been staying with many other peoples throughout my whole life, first with my parents, then with my fellow housemates, and moving back in with my parents again when I started working, and then moving up to the city, staying with him, I was never in the situation whereby I stayed alone, or spend the days and weekends alone. It's never too late to learn though.
Right now, though I do have housemates, it's really like staying on my own. Each of us have our own daily agendas and activities to fill up time and to allow us to grow in our lives. Yes, we do look out for each other, but we do understand we need to carry on with our own lives.
I am adjusting, trying as fast as I can. Today, I learned to prepare lunch for myself, and for myself alone. It's a great accomplishment, for right now, my tummy is filled up!
Loneliness do tend to creep in, once in a while. Having been staying with many other peoples throughout my whole life, first with my parents, then with my fellow housemates, and moving back in with my parents again when I started working, and then moving up to the city, staying with him, I was never in the situation whereby I stayed alone, or spend the days and weekends alone. It's never too late to learn though.
Right now, though I do have housemates, it's really like staying on my own. Each of us have our own daily agendas and activities to fill up time and to allow us to grow in our lives. Yes, we do look out for each other, but we do understand we need to carry on with our own lives.
I am adjusting, trying as fast as I can. Today, I learned to prepare lunch for myself, and for myself alone. It's a great accomplishment, for right now, my tummy is filled up!
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