Determination

One of the not so many positive things that I had the experienced in the last couple of months, was determination. Somehow, being placed in the a situation such like mine, where I needed to do things that I didn't have to with people whom I really normally would get out of their way, if I could, I really felt that, whatever happens, happens.

Having to meet up with so many unknown characters where communication is a problem, do stressed me out everytime. However, do what you have to, I got by, scraped by would be a more appropriate term to use. Every single time.

The effort to scrape by wasn't in vain. Determination grows. To do things, to get things done. To do things well, as best as you ability for that moment allows.

Determination helped to show me, I am not that weak. At all. To survive, I could. To live, I can. I have the power to choose and choose well.

Determination also did not disappoint me. People are generally good people, a little selfish and self-centered, but so am I. We give, I give, they give, we take, I take, they take.