Has Not

So, where did I go wrong? My question has not been answered, still.

The answer to the questioned posted almost a month ago, I still, up til now, cannot find one which would not defy all logic and clarity, one which I could accept should I lower my acceptance rate, one which would just so un-clearly even point to me my wrong move or moves made.

The talk had been done. Over. Clearly from there, I have high hopes that was transpired between the two very confused and separated souls, of them, were understood fully by them. Hoping that my understanding and interpretation of the exchanged words and emotions were spot on. Let me be at least on the correct dartboard, even if I did not hit the bull's eye.

Then, why do I have this fear, though, sitting in me, this stinking feeling that I somehow am still not correlated to what was wanted, is wanted.