Don't you think this is too fast? As much as I know that the both of you have known each other for a while, but it's not in this manner...don't you think that perhaps you should give yourself chance to get to know each other, as a couple, before taking it the next step?
Recalling back this line during one of the many conversation which I had with a very thoughtful friend, she certainly touch base there. I was very confident then, telling her that, yes, that would be good, but if he is the one, then no amount of time would be enough to learn enough and if he is not the one, any amount of time would be not enough to learn enough!
I had been confident then, and now, I still am. But at times, I would ask myself, do I have the patience to learn to persevere?!
Many times, I have been asked, if I had the do-die mentality, then how come, why in the world did I take so long to move?
My answer is simple, patience. It has always been that. I had always question my ability to be patient and still question it. I had been very blessed to know the patience of a certain someone before this. Therefore, I know, I took that for granted and never really needed to learn to give in. Now I have learn the limit of my patience, and learn too to stretch it. I had always been given. With you, I have to reverse the role. So, that's why it took me so long to do it, for I had always believe that I couldn't do it. Right now, I think I am faring not very well, but not as bad I as thought I would be. It's hurting, though.
Recalling back this line during one of the many conversation which I had with a very thoughtful friend, she certainly touch base there. I was very confident then, telling her that, yes, that would be good, but if he is the one, then no amount of time would be enough to learn enough and if he is not the one, any amount of time would be not enough to learn enough!
I had been confident then, and now, I still am. But at times, I would ask myself, do I have the patience to learn to persevere?!
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Many times, I have been asked, if I had the do-die mentality, then how come, why in the world did I take so long to move?
My answer is simple, patience. It has always been that. I had always question my ability to be patient and still question it. I had been very blessed to know the patience of a certain someone before this. Therefore, I know, I took that for granted and never really needed to learn to give in. Now I have learn the limit of my patience, and learn too to stretch it. I had always been given. With you, I have to reverse the role. So, that's why it took me so long to do it, for I had always believe that I couldn't do it. Right now, I think I am faring not very well, but not as bad I as thought I would be. It's hurting, though.
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