Sunday, September 26, 2010

No affection


No affection, easy-peasy!
Just choose what you need, throw the rest!
Sorting category, only two!
Need, take, bring and keep!
Not needed, throw!

No affection, easy-peasy!
Just choose what you need, throw the rest!
Sorting category, only two!
Useful, keep and maintain!
Not useful, throw!

No affection, easy-peasy!
Divide and rule, throw the rest!
Need and useful, not needed and not useful!
Less trouble, less ache!
No baggage, no burden!

No affection, easy-peasy!



Saturday, September 25, 2010

Spam


Spam mails!

Who likes spam?!

I dislike spam and I hate it most when I get spam in the name of people that I know. I know that they didn't send those mails, that's why it irritates me even more, because I feel like I'm a game, being laid a trap. If I'm not careful, I might stumble into the trap and WHAM! Who knows what might happen to me, and my beloved lappie baby!

The most morbid of getting spam is getting a spam mail from a person you once knew who now is in the ranks of those high above! That's the worse kind of mail one could get and I got them! More than once!

Really makes me go mad! Felt so violated, for me, and for the friend.

Hope I will never ever get it again...

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Effort, not Air

Bridge reaffirmed, perhaps this one of the best weeks thus far for me on re-connecting with old friends.

Caught up with a sweet young thing, a friend made during my short stint last year in a school, a few days ago. She had completed her degree and am now waiting for the convocation before starting work. It had been almost a full year, if not more, that we last connected, I don't think that I am wrong to remember it as most likely days before she flew off to continue her studies.

Dialed the telephone and spoke to a dear old friend. Short and sweet conversation, nonetheless, it was full of hope and unspoken kindness. Old ties die hard!

Dialed for another friend too. Wonderful interesting chat. Many years had passed since we last spoke, and many months since our last chat. What an interesting conversation I had with this liberal thinker.

Had planned a breakfast meeting with another dear old friend, and ended up chatting right up to lunch with a mummy-to-be! Didn't regret initiating this date, indeed, learnt, shared and heard much. Wish her a smooth and happy time with bundle of joy, soon.

Tea with a lovely couple proved to be another nice time. Simple conversation, catching up and trading stories while all the while, an eye kept towards how the mummy, who has a multinational mamasan company, efficiently handled their son. Well done, what a lovely, ticklish baby!

Relationships are build over time with effort, not air. Just initiate, push the fear or the unnecessary worry. Most of the time, others would be glad to hear from you. They too, might have just been like you, wondering, wondering. But unlike you, they might still be wondering. Take a step, fear not, for at the worse, you stumble. But the gain is too much to ignore.

So, Thank you, ClaraElena, Pey, Em, Mak & Mummy&Hubby&son, for your time.


Monday, September 13, 2010

Sake of All


have i erred?
did i do something wrong, so unknowingly?
have i unintentionally kick a storm up?
did i stirred the hornets' nest?
have i unstabled mr humpty on his wall?
have i accidentally made the titans to clash?

really, for the sake of all,
i hope not!

Monday, September 6, 2010

Memohon


Memohon...

Memohon agar semuanya mampu berjalan dengan lancar sekali.

Memohon agar diriku dan keluarga akan selalu selamat.

Memohon agar kami-kami yang berperjalanan selamat sampai ke destinasi dengan penuh gembira dan berterima kasih selalu.

Memohonku agar diberinya kesedaran untuk berdepan semua yang dilempar and terlempar di laluanku..


Sunday, September 5, 2010

Not very nice things


Noticing some not very nice things of late.

1. Resigning to NOW.
2. Lots of mistakes are popping up everywhere, HERE.
3. Crow feet are making their presence.
4. True happiness is attainable, if the FOCUS is RIGHT.
5. An empty place collects dust, TOO FAST.


Personal observations.
Mine and mine alone.
Elaboration might come later.
Though not required.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Morph


If we could morph into something someone wants us to be, is that good?
Would that be the most well and swell of things to do?
Conflicts, dissatisfaction, distractions, detachment, everything could be overcome, wouldn't it?
Questions would not turn into arguments, because all the right answers would be heard, even if they are not correct.
Interpretations would be accurate, because no one needs to analyse anything more than it seems.
Hobbies and interests would flourish as everyone has a common platform to work on.
Communications would never again be a stumbling block.
Coldness would be an unknown, an X.
Poor sensitivity would no longer be the victim of circumstances, always.
Satisfaction has never been well over the top, off the scale.
Love is sweet, for everything is one, and one is everything.
Morph, isn't that good?
Maybe we should learn a thing or two from the butterfly to propel this technology.

KitKat break

If taking a break is as simple as just a taking a bite off Kit Kat, I would do it, instantly.
Endure life, or live life, it's your choice, it's my choice.
Yet, to live life, you have to know what kind of a life you want to lead.
Like a young wise man once told me, what do you want to achieve that you said you have not achieve anything at all at this age?

Even the bricklayer needs his rest. Even the cook needs to take in fresh air. Even companies break down, from time to time.
I always think I am doing what others would want me to do.
But are they? Or it's just my way of convincing myself, that I am indeed, needed?
Will I instantly combust I found out that the world still spins, with or without me, that every being needs me, but only maybe?

Isn't it my choice, how the course my life is run? Ain't I the captain?
The weak captain, potentially will sink it's ship, that's his gamble.
So to stay weak, after knowing that fact, is his call, to improve, if he chooses, is his challenge.
Knowing facts alone, will not be enough.
To know, to acquire, to apply, to direct, perhaps those are the key?

It's never easy to walk against the wind, never simple to swim against the current.
But also, it's never easy to be push with the wind, never simple to be pulled along the current.
Exhaustion will creep in, lowly does it not.
In this harsh tone, perhaps only a Kit Kat break can help, if it's not too late.