The new semester started last week, amidst all the hype of the latest pandemic. Panic button has not been pressed by the Education Ministry yet, but mine has! Right from the moment I was 'casually' informed by the Ms HR, who was 'casually' busy on the photocopier, the button was stuck in that mode!
Panic attack! I was in a state of panic. Yours truly was practically dazing the day, just trying to get through. It did not help that when she gave that little bang on my head, it was the first day of school and I had just brought back my body to this part of the earth. Undoubtedly, the soul, mind, and heart are definitely still over there. The alarm sounded when Ms Principal later announce, (no) but it's for the whole level! I was dumbstrucked! What??!! Five classes? Alas, nothing came out of me. Too stunt!
A week into it, I am exhausted. Very much exhausted. I have packed days. Although my schedule does not really show it's pack, but my have tons of book markings to do. I am taking 2 english classes for book marking, on top of the five art classes. It's exhausting. I am exhausted.
I would say that for the past six days being in school, slowly, I am bringing back the mind to work. But now the body is being stretched. I am not sure how long, how thin, how far it can be stretch, and am really afraid that it would snapped. It's just too taxing.
Today, I would have journals from 2 classes to review and definitely new incomings of books to mark. Of course, on top of that, I will have to prepare for my art lessons. There are colour papers to be cut and drawing papers to be torn out of their drawing books. I am so not looking forward...to exhaustion!
Panic attack! I was in a state of panic. Yours truly was practically dazing the day, just trying to get through. It did not help that when she gave that little bang on my head, it was the first day of school and I had just brought back my body to this part of the earth. Undoubtedly, the soul, mind, and heart are definitely still over there. The alarm sounded when Ms Principal later announce, (no) but it's for the whole level! I was dumbstrucked! What??!! Five classes? Alas, nothing came out of me. Too stunt!
A week into it, I am exhausted. Very much exhausted. I have packed days. Although my schedule does not really show it's pack, but my have tons of book markings to do. I am taking 2 english classes for book marking, on top of the five art classes. It's exhausting. I am exhausted.
I would say that for the past six days being in school, slowly, I am bringing back the mind to work. But now the body is being stretched. I am not sure how long, how thin, how far it can be stretch, and am really afraid that it would snapped. It's just too taxing.
Today, I would have journals from 2 classes to review and definitely new incomings of books to mark. Of course, on top of that, I will have to prepare for my art lessons. There are colour papers to be cut and drawing papers to be torn out of their drawing books. I am so not looking forward...to exhaustion!
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