Bursting Inspiration

I'm inspired! I have so many things going through my head right now, I feel like bursting!!

I ran away from the large waters making stops in Krung Thep now and am now back at home sweet home of Melaka, lulling the day away. My lack of discipline has simply turned me to a fat gatherer and I waste tons and tons of god given neurons into oblivion. I know I will regret this as I regress further into stupidity. Each day is spend reading and surfing the net, both activities only wastes resources but neither generating any income for me.

But yesterday was wonderful! I was browsing again, just like the days before and saw an advertisement. I didn't think much of it except that seeing that rekindled my interest in an idea I had long before, which I had, lazily, pushed so far back into the queue of things to get done.

I started browsing and amazingly, found a whole new world of wonderful crafty things which I can do now that I have time in my hands. I even came across the more sophisticated version of my idea, complete with step by step instructions.

Last night was certainly an inspiring read. I definitely want to give it a try. And my target, I want to get my little idea done before the Chinese New Year celebration. Celebrate in style, MY home made style! My first project will be to start re-brewing my idea and then realize it. In between, mini projects to be done! Lots of ideas for me to carry out!

After escaping from nam tuan in Krung Thep, this is the first time I am feeling quite good for myself. I need this boost in spirit, mind and soul. Just reading about them had managed to give me an absolute lift in those areas, whatmore when I start working on these wonderful things! They might be not be easy but I'm sure they would be puzzles and stumbling blocks which I believe that I wouldn't mind slogging over, if they are. Just like my homemade mosquito nettings!

Now to collect the materials earnestly.

Not again, please

Once, quite a long time ago, long before I started this blog, I was heavily clouded with anger over an issue. I had never felt such fury towards anyone before, that was the first.

The cause of the unfortunate condition was my uncles had spoken cruelly of my mother to me. They didn't do it person, but instead they sent text messages to complaint of their resentment and dissatisfaction to her through my mobile. At that time, my parents had yet to own their mobiles.

Until today, when I think back about that incident, I really cannot fathom how could it even crossed their minds that I would be able to just be a postman and relayed the messages unaffected. The messages were strongly worded and uncensored. It was a situation that I believe, they as siblings should deal with face to face and not dragged any unnecessary person into. Would they have quietly become messengers of bearing harsh words of their mother, my grandmother, to her, from her brothers? I would think not.

I remembered that I got so mad, I replied another strongly worded text messages to them, to condemn them of their very childish, utterly selfish and impossibly unreasonable behaviours. I didn't get any reply or any more messages from them after that. And I felt good to had been able to give them a piece of my mind.

The three of them had had made their peace, soon after. I am glad. That incident made me realized that, if the situation arose, I would be there for my family, safe guard them no matter what. I really hope I don't have to be put in a similar situation once again.

Heat, Sweat, Damp, MAD

My body is damp. The pores on my skin are releasing the tiniest beads of sweat in this sweltering weather. My upper body is slightly better, being in the path of the breeze blown from the fan. It's the lower part that is feeling terribly damp, especially as I sit in front of the laptop. I can feel my pants getting wet!

No, contrary to the norm, my room isn't equipped with the luxury of an air-conditioning unit. So even the breeze from the fan is warm. Occasionally I have to get up and allow the fan to blow my bottoms dry. Not to sound disgusting but I really don't to risk boils or anything disgusting to grow on my bottoms, how imperfect they may be, as I think that this might be the best condition for disgusting things to thrive!

How maddeningly sweaty this heat is making me!