Thursday, May 13, 2010

Disrespected, Disgusted

In doing this, I really felt disrespected and disgusted and still feel so. In reply :

1.Spent time at your house although I don't really feel comfortable.
2.Eat with your family many a times, all meals, whenever there.
3.CNY 80% of time spent at your place because you said you wanted to spend more time with your family.
4.Called your parents after you asked when wanted to meet up with the 2nd contractor. Had lunch together.
5.Called your mom for lunch once, but did not materialize as she was already engaged.
6.Let you bring your kids around when we go out, not just once.
7.Your kids slept with you even when I was around. Not just once.
8.Let you celebrate my birthday with your family even though I didn't want to, with candles for the kids.
9.Chat with your sister.
10.Went out with your parents numerous times when we went round.
11. Joined your friends' gathering, etc
12.Accepted Adrian's peace offering of grape? during your grandma's birthday after being snubbed by him during CNY.
13.Went along with supper with your family members, when I had just wanted to accompany you since they decided not to go.
14.Went CNY shopping with your family. Clothes, sugar cane, vegetables, etc.
15.See house with your parents before purchase finalized.
16.Accompany your parents to the hospital when your dad had follow up operation.
17.Accompany you and your mother to see doctor even though was tired after sports day.
18.Helped your mother in the kitchen once.
19.Played cards with your family during CNY.
20.Went over to your place for product demo.
21.Went over to your place to take things for you.


Define effort first before your poohed-pahed and snide and jeered after reading this.

But,
WHY DO I BOTHER TO DO THIS???????

What is the Secret, then?

I had had a good fortune to lay my hands on works a famous someone who teaches people how to achieve their dream.
It is really a straightforward read, simple enough for the layman to understand and practise.
Focus on what you want, and all the earth's energy in the universe will help you attain it.

Why the sudden interest in bringing up this subject again?
I do believe that I had before this touched on this subject.

Just a thought crossed my mind this morning, as I lay down on my bed, unintentionally waiting for the snooze alarm to ring. I want to sleep but my mind does otherwise, often of late.

If two individuals, whose lives are entwined and intersected with roles and responsibilities of a similar natures but of different capacity. If two individuals, whose paths are crossed in their lives to create one path, is that path truly a path or is that path actually two paths placed on top of each other, creating the illusion of one?

If rightly so that the path is one, then what happens to the path?
Who controls it, since it was created in the very first place by two individuals?
Nevertheless, even a conjoined twin has differences in opinions, let alone 2 persons.
What if their goals and desires are different, but on similar things?
They focus on the same thing but with different outcome in their minds.
What happens then?
How would the universe's energy conspire to help them, each? Or individually? Or neither?

Explore this aspect and help me.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

JUMP!

Jump! Jump! Jump!

Jump! Jump! Jump!
Jump! Jump! Jump!
Jump! Jump! Jump!
Jump! Jump! Jump!

Jump! Jump! Jump!
Jump! Jump! Jump!
Jump! Jump! Jump!
Jump! Jump! Jump!

Jump! Jump! Jump!

JUMP!


.........but there's NO cushioned landing in sight!!!
arrrggghhhhh!