Thursday, May 24, 2012

Kaya

It's a weird thing. When you crave for something which you know is not easy to attain, you start to see it everywhere. And if you are like me, stuck in the apartment the whole day, with only the not so idiotic flat screen and lappie as your besties, then everything you watch and go and surf would somehow find a way to blast the thought to you. Then your craving get magnified by a million with no means to satisfy it. Which gets you slightly under the weather, or in my case yesterday, up and about.

The agenda on this week's crave list was kaya. Again, what was a subtle thought of how nice to have a simple breakfast with homemade style kaya and a cup of black coffee turned into a full blown craving when afc programs, reruns at that, started showing episodes related to kaya as well! It was like the program directors at the channel knew what I was I thinking about and went out all the way to tease me. Remember the nasi lemak craving I told you about a couple weeks ago, well this was the same! Suddenly, it was kaya on the telly whenever I chose to surf the channels!

And this morning, I had my fix! Thanks to my patience for a not so excellent effort to dish out kaya yesterday! It was an eye opening experience on how labour intensive kaya making from scratch was. That too, I halved the recipe I got from the net, not wanting to make that much and also I realized now that it was probably a good move that halved the cooking time subsequently. 

Inadequate utensils meant I had to improvise. I used the saucepan to melt the eggs in, I used the lacking in grams range measuring cup and eye guess work to measure out the sugar, I used a normal plastic strainer instead of a bag strainer, I used 3 chopsticks to create a pot stand in the pot for my double boil, and lastly I used rice cooker pot, well, as the smaller pot, for I was lacking a pot small enough to go into my self double boiler. They all seemed to be a little crude and made up to the unrefined way to cook kaya, but I had to make do with what I have.

The ingredients were easy to enough to get from the local supermarket, but difficult to authenticate due to language barriers. Sugar was simple enough, eggs were from the fridge but the coconut milk was from the box. That was the closest thing I could lay my hands on for a think coconut milk. I got the pandan leaves from the apartment garden.

The mixing process itself was easy. Kaya is like a three step process of mixing. Mix the eggs, then mix in the sugar, then mix in the coconut milk. The real challenge in this homemade goodness is patience. You really need to have lots and lots of patience if you wanted to make a nice smooth kaya. Time and patience. Overall, I took about half an hour to mix all the ingredients and another close to 3 hours to thicken and cook the kaya.

My first attempt was alright, I gave myself 5 out of a scale of 10. The taste is there, but slightly on the sweeter side. The kaya is not that smooth, at least not as smooth as those I had when my mother or late grandmother made them, and it's slightly watery. I wonder why. This morning, taking out the refrigerated kaya, the golden yellow was slightly on the paler side. But oh well, I still enjoyed the fruits of my labour tremendously at breakfast this morning. I am content, for now and the next 2 months, I hope.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Had a Burst

Make sentences with "had a burst..."

Having a burst of hot rays again this morning.
Had a burst of caffeine from the coffee cup.
Had a burst of new vocabs last night.
Had a burst of sadness late last night.
Had a burst of flaming hotness in the mouth yesterday evening.
Had a burst of lactic acid yesterday.
Had a burst of ideas before calling it a day last night.

Can't think of more..

Saturday, May 12, 2012

just do it!


My friend said, just do it!
My hubby said, just do it!
Nike said, just do it!
Just do it!

My friend said, no but, just do it!
My hubby might say, no but, just do it!
Nike would not say no but, just do it!
So, no but, just do it!

Breakfast Creation

Oh I love my breakfast creation today!

Yes, it is a creation, not a tried and tested recipe. Personally, I don't think others would be able to stomach this. The comments that I would hear would be, too bland, too boring, tasteless, too chewy, not interesting!

Bland, boring, not tasty enough, too chewy, and totally uninteresting, that would be the words to describe the product of this experiment, I believe. And I concur, but love it anyway.

I needed a distraction and needed to do something this morning. So I woke up with the single mindedness to bake another loaf bread. I had not decided what kind of bread but I wanted to make bread. In the kitchen however, I was forced to let go my decision, after noticing there were not enough flour for a nice loaf of bread.

In a state of blurriness, I took out enough ingredients to make fried rice. Placed everything all over the kitchen then decided I was going to use the flour after all, to make pancakes. The one egg was left behind while the rest of things went back into the fridge, where they came from. I took out the bottle of milk, took my saucepan and placed them on the counter. 

All the flour were sifted into the saucepan, for the lack of big bowls, with salt and a pinch of cinnamon powder. In a split second decision, I decided to bake the batter which had oats. So 3 spoon full of oats went in, egg and milk got beaten up with some sugar added in. Then all the wet ingredient were poured into the little well made from the dry ingredients in the middle of the saucepan.

Stir, stir, stir. That was what I didn't for the next five minutes, slowing but surely, incorporating the wet and dry together gently, trying to avoid making lumps in the process. The oven was heated up and pans greased. Now, I only have one big pan, so I flipped my square tray upside down and greased the base. My last pan was from the springform cake pan that I have. I used the base of that too, removing the side ring.

By the time the oven was hot enough, I was done with dropping batter on the biggest tray. In went the tray, the second part of my experiment starting. With the temperature set at about 180 degC, I hoped that all will turn out well. No baking powder this time, so I was pretty sure that I would not be subjected to that horrible baking powder taste. The downside was I knew I batter would not be able to rise or fluff up, for the lack of a leavening agent.

40 minutes later with some minor adjustment to increase the temperature slightly, the  baking was done, and my breakfast was ready. I felt so healthy seeing the outcome of my experiment. They were not tasty but not tasteless either, not greasy, not colourful or too sweet. Or too chewy. They were not crispy but also not chewy. It was just nice, just like eating a mixture of oats on pancakes, without the butter or oil. So far, I had taken almost 5 of them, too many for one morning.

I might cook some simple pork curry later, so that I would be able to use my creation as dips. Or as little cousins of Mexican tortillas. Perfection!

Friday, May 11, 2012

Know your ABCs!

ABC DEFG 
HIJK LMNOP 
QRSTU and V 
WXY and Z. 
Now I know my ABC, next time won't you sing with me?

Why that song? Simply.
I made some ABC soup today, and that song always comes into my whenever I make that soup.
Or have that soup.

The easiest soup one can make.
My version always consists of loads of carrots for the vitamin A, minimal potatoes for vitamin B and some onions, not sure if that's for the vitamin C, and of course some meat, be it pork ribs or pieces of chicken. And salt and pepper to taste. Or kluea & prik thai dam in thai since I am making them here, eh?
Throw them all together and boil for a while until everything is tender. Alternatively you boil for a 'longer' while if you like the veges to be super soft until they almost disappear.
It's that simple. 
Maybe that's why it's called ABC soup, as simple as reciting the ABC! Though, that might not be simple to some..hhmm.. I am rambling now..

I used to have this soup quite often when I was staying with my friends, as one of the them, the one who taught me how to cook me this soup, likes cooking it and she is good at it. Also, she knew I liked hers. Thanks to her, I  now can have this soup here, even when I am away from her. Thanks, girl.

So ABC soup, ABC song. 

A-B-C S-O-U-P 
Chic-Ken-Car-Rots-Po-Ta-Toes-O-Nions, 
Add-Some-Salt-&-Pep-Per-Totaste, 
Boil-Then-Get-Rea--Dy-To-Eat. 
Now I know my ABC, next time won't you cook with me?

Simple, easy, short, fast. Delicious!


Awe the Mind

Good morning, World!

Another hot day in Krung Thep.
But I'm welcoming it. 

2 coincidences happened yesterday.

First one, I browsed for something earlier yesterday, and came across a cafe at some place.
Some few hours later, a friend posted picture of cakes from that cafe!
They are mind readers!!!!!

The second, I lamented about the difficulty to find Nasi Lemak here.
Guess what? The idiot box decided to feed my desire visually, as a program with a segment showing Nasi Lemak came on! 
Goodness!
Talk about the power of the mind!

I am pretty sure that my subconscious were, without me controlling it, sending out SOS signals out there. Some merciful people caught on the waves and had deciphered the meaning of the signals. Thus coincidences happened last night.

Wonder what will today bring to awe the mind.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

NLiB@kao kathi

chan yaak "kao kathi" nai Krung Thep mak mak ka.

I am really craving for Nasi Lemak in Bangkok.
Seriously where do you find Nasi Lemak in Bangkok, apart in Sutthisan, in my own kitchen?

chan yaak "kao kathi" nai Krung Thep mak mak ka.

I am not sure why but of late, I am really always craving for  Nasi Lemak. No, I am not pregnant neither have I been given any death sentence. I just feel like having Nasi Lemak. I am but Malaysian, I guess.

chan yaak "kao kathi" nai Krung Thep mak mak ka.

I went to the net, as others would have done, to scour for any information on this. I found a mentioned about Cilipadi, but the link to their restaurant is not available and I did hear, from hubby it seemed like it had closed down. Another article did say that Secret Recipe has them. The picture that accompany it didn't look that inviting though. My last information about Nasi Lemak in Kopitiam@Central Ladphrao didn't check out either. I didn't search further, dejection beginning to sweep over me.

chan yaak "kao kathi" nai Krung Thep mak mak ka.

Apart from starting from a scratch to satisfy my one plate craving, I can't seem to find another alternative. I could make more and share I guess, but with whom, I wonder....

chan yaak "kao kathi" nai Krung Thep mak mak ka.

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Orange cake for redemption

As if to redeem myself from yesterday's failure, I baked something earlier today. A simple cake. Using a butter cake mix, as I didn't have that many tools to build a cake from a scratch. I tweaked the instructions a little though, halving the amount of egg asked as I though it called for too many eggs for such a small amount of mix. The others I followed, to measurement.

Of course me being me, I couldn't stop just at that. I added some orange zest and vanilla essence into the mix. Just to more flavour to it, lift it up a little bit. Oh ya, and some cinnamon powder too, simply cost it was there.

After a vigorously stirring the old fashion way, for a good 10 minutes, in hopes to mimic 'mix at high speed for 10 minutes' of the electric mixer, I was ready to pour the batter into the greased baking pan. The sweaty, tired me steadily held the pot holding the batter over the pan. Gently, the runny mixture came slushing down into the pan. The runniness of the mixture made me a little worried. I wondered if it was supposed to be that way.

Into the preheated oven and then the waiting game ensued. I knew I should not be doing nothing at that point as if I didn't busy myself with things to do, I would just be in a squat, watching like a hawk, as the batter bakes, transforming itself into cake! Hahaha.. how that rhymed, a little.

Cleaning up, tidying up, washing up, I did all that. The cake baked and baked away, while I peeped and peeped all the time. Finally, after almost 40 minutes baking, I noticed the browns on the sides of the cake. Ah, the moment of truth. I took a skewer and did the insertion test. 1st point clean, 2nd point clean, and final point clean.

I cut off the power to the oven and took out the cake. It's now sitting beside me, cooling down on a white plate, ready to be cut in. I am optimistic though, the smell is wonderful! Happy birthday to my father back home!


Monday, May 7, 2012

Horrible, horrible cookies!


Now where should start? The end? Or the beginning? Doesn't matter, I guess, as right now as I sit here typing, I can say all my confidence has been shattered and my tastebuds ruined by today's endeavour!

Yes, I tried my hand at making cookies today, riding high on the confidence that I had since last week after my successful bread making. I had all the ingredients, I had the recipe at hand, I had the necessary tools, I had me. But what I didn't have was the discipline, and that vital in cookie making, I see now. The recipe was read, understood but not followed. Never improvise when you don't understand fully the nature of all your ingredients at hand, I supposed. I did just that and now faced the terrible consequence.

It was that atrocious, really. As I took at bite into one from the first tray out from the oven, I felt my tongue cringed. My tastebuds just went into overdrive, sending the word 'Eewwww!' to my head. The cookies weren't edible, at least for my standards. The taste of baking soda was simply too overpowering. Horrible, horrible cookies!

But I still had more mixture to go, to bake. Now that think about it now, sitting here with the cool living room without the pressure of baking, I should have stopped the baking then and remixed batter. Yes, I should have fixed the batter to make it better. But I didn't and now I'm stuck with 3 containers full of cookies, all with very strong baking soda taste.

So I'm scouring the internet to find ways to salvage the cookies. Redo, reuse, recycle the cookies. I don't want to just discard them into our cute little blue bin, and I know I definitely cannot share this with others, but I also know that I cannot eat them all, definitely not. Hopefully, there's something out there that can help me save these cookies from their impending waste.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

May Gift

If the weather keeps, I will be happy. At least for a few days, though, not the rest of the year. It has been way too hot and since I came back to Bangkok a few days before Songkran this year, I don't think it had rained until this morning.

Drizzle yes, but that doesn't count. The one drizzle that I got caught in was negligible, really! I was in the pool swimming, the evening wasn't bright but it was hot, then it drizzled. At first, I thought it might continue to a rain, as the droplets seemed to get more coarse. I got up, put my towel and shirt in the gym room and continued swimming. Barely a minute of doing so, the drizzle stopped. What drama!

So when it poured this morning, I was ecstatic. Though the rain wasn't as long as I would love for it to be, at least it was hard and long enough to cool down Sutthisan a little. A great gift to start the weekend. The weather is cooler, the air more fresh. It may make going out slightly of a hassle but I don't mind. So if this weather keeps for a few more days, it's really a great May gift.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

What A Frenzied Morning, Yesterday Was!

It was a frenzy of activities yesterday morning was!
Right after the minute I woke up, it was move, move, and move!

With the list of things to do pasted on the kitchen door, I strived to follow the flow chart I drafted the night before. My blurriness was still in the way, though, as I read the first item in the box, toast the black sesame seeds.

Quite groggily, I turned on the stove and placed the non stick wok on it. Then I poured some of the seeds into the wok, enough to cover the flat base. The rest, I poured into a clean, empty jam bottle. While that went on to heat up, I set the kettle to boil. I must have my coffee, I thought.

By now, I could feel the heat of the strong morning sun. The sun shines directly into the kitchen of this little apartment, which makes it like a little hot oven come each morning during the hot season. Hurray for seasonal weather here, even though not distinct! My sweat glands were starting to wake up, I could them! The little beads of salt water slowly forming all over my body.

What's next, I thought, as I rushed over to check the list. On the way, I took my usual red mug and long teaspoon from the dish rack and placed them beside the boiling kettle. I took another glance at the list. Oh, the chicken! And the bread! I took my current favourite 3-1 coffee mix and poured the whole thing into the mug. Kettle was still not done yet. Stirred the sesame seeds a little on the way to the fridge.

From the freezer, I grabbed out the bag of chicken thighs and carton of milk. Suddenly, there weren't much space for me to dump the chicken. In haste I left in the sink as I went over the wok to give the seeds some loving stir, again. The milk I set precariously at the small space at side of the dish rack. The push button on the kettle snapped, indicating the water was boiled.

I turned off the heat on the stove and I removed the hot wok and placed it near the sink. In its place on the stove, I placed a saucepan and poured some cold milk. Then I poured some hot water into my cup, and gave it a quite stir. After that, I took the bottle with muesli and threw in a spoonful of them into the saucepan. It was mixed with some spoonfuls of oats. I could feel the saucepan heating up. I grabbed a bowl and spoon, using the spoon to stir the mixture in the hot saucepan. Oh, too slow, I thought, as I felt a slight lumpiness on the base of the saucepan. I quickly poured some water into the saucepan and gave the whole thorough stir.

Taking a cup, I emptied the contents of the wok into the cup. I removed the saucepan which by held a thicken mixture of oats, muesli and milk and placed the wok again on the still hot stove. I threw in some white sesame seeds, not wanting to waste the heat that it was still generating. Then, I poured out the porridge like mixture of oats into my bowl. I took the bag of chicken and placed them into a tray, and left the tray high on the microwave, out of the way. That would be a good place, I heard myself thinking.

After soaking the saucepan in some water, I brought my bowl of oats porridge and cup of coffee out to the coffee table. Need to clear up to create space for bread making, I thought, as I hastily went in again to bring out the jug of water as well. 

By then, I was already drenched in sweat. It was no longer beads of perspiration but more like raindrops of perspiration! Sweat was tingling down from my forehead, my hair was damp, my shirt wet. I went to the cupboard and grabbed a towel and wiped myself. I could feel the sweat beads forming immediately after that! With a quick gesture, I circled the towel around my neck and went back to the kitchen. Time to tackle the bread, and mash, I thought.

I washed the saucepan and collected some water. Removing the wok, I then placed the saucepan on the stove, and started up the heat. After clearing the work and its content appropriately, I took a couple of potatoes and washed them before sliding them gently into the saucepan. I didn't peel the skins off.

Surveying around, I saw that most of the things minor things were done and out of the way. Happily, I set to start making my bread. I brought out the large pot, our only pot actually. Snugly sitting at the side of the sink, I sifted 3 full mugs of all purpose flour into it. It was a long process since the siever was really small. But at long last, the tedious process was done. Adding a super large pinch of salt and a generous amount of yeast, I gave them a rough stir.

The potatoes on the stove were already on a slow boil at that time. I measured some warm milk in a cup and at the very last minute, decided to add in the leftover melted butter in the fridge. Reheating the melted the butter was brutal. I was drenched all the way, standing in front of the boiling potatoes, holding the little cup above the saucepan to capture of the heat. It was not fast but it got done after a while. I poured some milk into the melted butter and then dumped the whole thing into the big pot of flour mixture. The rest of the milk was treated the same way.

Using a wooden ladle, I tried to mix them thoroughly to create a dough. After a while, I knew I had to add more water. Too much flour, or too little liquid. This what you get when you are over ambitious without a recipe. After adding a few spoonfuls more of warm water, the dough was ready to loved.

I dusted the little space of the counter I had cleared with some flour and dropped the dough there. Here goes, I thought. I had specifically wanted to knead longer this time compared to the last time and also increase the proving time for this batch, just to check out the result of the bread. With hand covered with flour, I worked my way with the dough, pulling and folding with slight squishing and squashing. I tried to recall what the River Cottage guy said about kneading bread dough, and attempted to follow his tips. Pull as long as you can, it's ready with it's quite smooth, and cup the dough in a ball by folding underneath in circles, some things along those lines.

I think I spent about ten minutes kneading, the longest I had knead before. My right forearm was quite sore actually, sign of my general lack of exercise. But I was quite pleased with the outcome. The dough balled up quite nicely, not as smooth as I thought it should and could be, but almost there. I dabbed oil all round the dough ball and placed it lovingly into the pot again. With clean hands, I took covered the pot and brought my little baby to the little balcony outside, super hot little balcony, where the sun was shining right at it. Finally, a real need for the heat!

By then the potatoes were already done. The stick I used to prick them went in right through without much effort. I took them out into a bowl to cool down. I left the hot water in the saucepan. From the fridge, I took out the garlics and red onions. Brought those, a knife and a bowl out and in front of the tv, while waiting for the dough to rise, I watched Kyle XY while I had my breakfast, skinned off the potatoes, peeled the garlics and onions, and felt my heartbeat slowing down and sweating easing off after almost 2 hours toiling in the kitchen.

What a frenzied morning!